的确，“感情不可以培养 一个你不喜欢的人对你好到越界只会让你觉得愧疚，而不是爱。” 至少我超级爱过她，为她做过很多很多，不顾一切的追过， 更谢谢她所给过我的机会， 人还是要继续向前走。。

好久，没动笔。。
可是还是很想写一些有的没的。

好多天没和你说话，开始在想是不是自己做错了什么？ 是不是不小心说了什么？
毫无头绪。。。只好把你得忽冷忽热，当作是自己想多了吧 = =
真的很失望很不甘心。。。

明明就，已经很主动，
明明就，你也对我有感觉，为什么就突然陷入僵局呢？

不是每个人都愿意，每次留下陪你读书送你回家。

不是每个人都愿意，在你睡着时，偷偷的把冷气关小，把音量调低。

不是每个人会在你面对问题时，第一时间把网页分享给超过１００个人，分享到来不及温习功课，隔天考试还考得超烂。。　

不是每个人可以鼓起勇气，想要把所有东西面对面说的一清二楚，怕的就是影响到你学业。。

不是每个人会每次读书时，在你打瞌睡时，去买糖果给你，即便自己早餐也还没买，饿到胃痛。。。

不是每个人会因为你说过的一句话把一张２０零吉，收藏的好好，没钱还要去按钱，也不敢用掉。。。

不是每个人都会在旅行时，全程记得答应你的事，在众目睽睽下，把树上的枫叶摘下，好好呵护就因为你说过你看过觉得枫叶很漂亮。。。

还有很多很多。。。

不懂，可是我这次是真的，拜托再给我一个机会吧。。

我的性格很矛盾，
很不成熟，
可为一点小事开心，也可以为一点小事伤心很久，
我的故事反反复复，复复反反，
几时能给我一点惊喜，让我不觉得那么无奈，
拜托！！ 
我要的不是希望，而是成真！！！

You can't and never guess what will happen the next moment, the next second,
That's what you call Fate.

The roller coaster continue to fly up and down,
you find that you had just addicted to it,
but the only thing that you can do was just go on...

The cloud had floated away for a long long time,
but sometimes when you look up into the sky,
maybe it's just beside the sun,
maybe it won't notice you and you won't recognize her,
pass by and go on...

The clever rabbit, you cant differentiate whether she was shy or scared,
the only thing you know was to just go on...

Let's everything pass by and i will just go on,
just like Life goes on ~

A nice and meaningful song,
Mark Wills - Don't Laugh At Me

佛跳牆

什麼狀況 其實不必講
反正人來人往 每個人都有傷
什麼難處 就讓他隨便滋長
反正世事無常 沒必要在夜裡翻牆
若不是真累了 怎允許讓身體漸漸的褪色
我是什麼顏色 是不是我選擇的
那款狠狠的紅色 那一夜 我對著自己開了一槍

很羡慕他,
很羡慕他能对你做的一切,
更羡慕你对他的温柔,
而我只能在梦中与他角色对换....

我想和你在一起,
但也当然只是想而已.

It's been a long time since my last blog ,
haha i think is time for me to try some new things although it may not be my profession but i think is quite important for me to get used in speaking and writing English .

Yup ! Time flies since i had graduated and after SPM .
Still got 25 hours before getting my result and at a same time 3 day before entering college for my new life .

There are many mixed feeling now =D
it's like mixing some excitement and anxiety .
At the same time , that are flashback for those funny moments in my secondary school life .
Some time , it really make me feel lost , sometime i don't really understand what was the factor that cause some conflict and awkwardness in the past .

But anyhow...
I am ready to face the result of my past ,
I am ready to face the next phase of my life .
let the past to be past , I will be tougher, stronger, more mature .
I will achieve my goal in life and show to those who look down on me !